from morning to night i stayed out of sight
didn't recognize i'd become
no more than alive i'd barely survive
in a word... overrun

won't hear a sound
from my mouth
i've spent too long
on the inside out
my skin is cold
to the human touch
this bleeding heart's
not beating much

cast the calming apple
up and over satellites
to draw out the timid wild one
to convince you it's alright

shy away
shy away phantom
run away
terrified child
won't you
move away
fuck the tornado
a better love without you
tearin my world down

hello everybody. i guess it's been awhile. i'd write more often if i had a better sense of how many people actually read this garbage. anyway, on to stuff ( Read more... )

i'll make this quick cause i got a sandwhich waitin for meh. eh... well... i've been busy lately. lots of stuffs been goin down. the play has taken a bigger tole on me then i thought it would, plus most of the time its pretty fuckin lame. i hate most of the kids there, with a few acceptions. jana's there, and that helps i guess. im doin ( Read more... )

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sasquatch... we know your legends real...
sasquatch... we know your love is real...

banquo coruptus: what about you main?
banquo coruptus: how are the ladies treatin ya on the higher esteems?
EVFAIN: i have a huge crush on this girl named Dana
banquo coruptus: crush?
EVFAIN: its a major problem though because getting crushes goes against everything i stand for in college
banquo coruptus: i thought crush's went to like... 8th grade
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homecoming was a real great time.  even though i didn't get to dance that much, and we all know how much i love to dance.  i hope jana didn't get to jealous with my man-dancing-gyrations.  she'll be ok im sure.  after dancing we went bowling and then to a movie-thing-ish.  it was all good, and fun, and made me tired by the end.


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im startin to feel like i really don't like this journal thing. i mean, aside from the fact that i don't like to write, there's not much to write about. but hell, i'll give it a shot since the past week was tougher then most ( Read more... )

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