I just want to scream. Why am I not over him yet? I haven't been able to even kiss anyone without thinking I'd rather be kissing him. I thought things were picking up between us, It seemed like we were reconnecting, then bam "I was blind sided by this relationship" what?..really?...and you've been together a week now and he's already meeting your ( Read more... )

It's been a year and and a half since I've seen you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't feel or see you. I know you're not there though. I imagine you there. I feel like I'm crazy sometimes imagining all the conversations we'd have. Or imagining you're there to share in my successes. I have all these memories good and bad of you associated ( Read more... )

I'm already having a miserable Christmas ( Read more... )

Oliver! starts tomorrow, and I wasn't all that excited for it, but now I am, and I'm glad for that. I got cast in the Seagull at school! I just wish I knew what part I was playing, I could be playing the Seagull for all I know. Being in the shows at school next semester I think will help me want to be there more. I may be moving into an apartment ( Read more... )

You have no right to complain that you're single, when you had someone who wanted to be all those things to you. Here I am.

So I haven't been in school now for two months, and I have no desire to return. The degree is just piece of paper to me. I have no attachment to it whatsoever. I think because the fact that I have no attachment to it, gives me no desire to want it or get it. I feel like I'm getting it for everyone else's benefit except my own. I think the main ( Read more... )

Do people honestly stay together anymore? Am I striving for something that is never attainable? Is wanting a family down the road attainable for two gay men? I can't think of an example of a role model I have in my life to follow. Gay or Straight for that matter. Everyone seems to be divorced. From what I see, technology is killing relationships. ( Read more... )

Do men have biological clocks too? I think mine has started. Its got a good 10-15 years left. Lately I've been wanting to be a father. I know I am no where near ready, finanicially, mentally even, and yet it's come down to "I want to be a father." I dont want to be a dad alone though, so I would need to take care of the husband situation first. I ( Read more... )

Oh, oh, oh ( Read more... )

The summer came to a close Today with the starting of the first day of classes ( Read more... )