haha

me and thomas played need for speed underground
and i fucking kicked his ass

TWICE BITCHES!!!

and since he's soooo upset,
he wants to play again.

should i give him the chance?
to make it more brutal??

or take the risk of letting him think he's cool again??

I have so much insecurity.
And I don't feel like anyone will listen and really, help me.

My birthday sucked,
and despite everything being gay,
I'm in love with life right now,

i just need justin.

so here i go falling asleep to the format, again.

I love you.

It's like... an ocean without waves.

Is is possible, I wonder, for a man to truly change?

Or do character and habit form the immovable boundaries of our lives?

I ponder these questions as I watch a moth flail wildly against the front headlight of my overdriven car. I'm alone outside, sitting on the hood that's been dented by my countless needs to find shapes in the stars. It is late ( Read more... )

I think about weird things ( Read more... )

Today, I ( Read more... )

*JUMPS up and down,
arms viorously waving overhead.*
*eyes closed, feet all over the place ( Read more... )

I won't lie.
This thing makes it easy for me to tell everyone how I'm thinking in one breath, throughly.
"I don't want to explain it. Read my eljay?"

I wish I could fully tell you guys what's running through my mind right now.
There's so much I want to tell the world ( Read more... )

I forgot to tell you!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had my first sex dream.

I cannot believe it.

And it was so good,
I want it!!!!!!!!!!

I feel beautiful.

Strong?Yea.

There's so much going on, I don't know how I am so happy.

I feel alive.
Lyke, I want to wake up and try to get pretty.

I don't know how some people get away with thinking they're not important these days.
Justin?!?
I love you.PS. My devotion is still waiting for it's applause ( Read more... )