the more i fight through this without thomas,
the more i want to fight my future without him.

Day two of the battle I'll never win ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I first started my lj the first time Thomas and I broke up ( Read more... )

I can't possibly be your cure, when I have the sickness myself.

Why do you run to me when you need stitches to your heart?

I'm staring blankly at your soul...
because, well.
I have no reaction to any of this.

I predicted this,
and I predicted you'd run to me for the same reason I left you with.

You don't think of me as you say you do.

I don't  bring the ( Read more... )

everytime I imagine my soul,
it's foundation is your every being.

it's outline how you look at me

and it's entire purpose is found in your hands.

Can you tell me what you're doing with it now?

I haven't been on here in... centuries ( Read more... )

It was the perfect night for thunder ( Read more... )

I've resolved upon this course, which has no need of you
Denying this day, didn't stop it from coming
Promise me, that you won't be consumed when you realize
We're screaming at the same moonShredded by state lines ( Read more... )

8489524-5984-9583958th

time

i've writen

in this

for hours

and just erased

i'm only writing

cuz you're

reading

&

it's not right

when you don't know

everything

but just like a
journal

should be,

i'm keeping it
to myself

Pretend it's not forever,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll feel better,
One day when I can make it through.

If it makes you less sad, I will die by ( Read more... )