A third of a year passed and i still think about her every day,  all the drugs and booze imaginable can't get it out.. you ever look at a situation in retrospect and realize how fucking easy it would have been to not fuck it up?  Every day all day.   Fuck it, i need a purpose.  maybe its to entertain, maybe its to be out of the way and observe, ( Read more... )

Back to school time, after a semester of dicking around. It sounds fun now, but when it gets mid semester I'm sure that I will be extraordinarily frustrated.   But fuck it man, I gotta GSD and GTP, wheeling and dealing, snap necks and cash checks.  Who want's to have a water balloon fight??????????  then its my birthday in three days and I don't ( Read more... )

Life
Nutshell;

Got hurt real bad
got really fucked up
drove around a lot
drank more beer
stayed in some skeezy houses
broke american flags
jammed for a week
drank more beer
had best summer of my life.

Fuck biggie smalls

on any social networking page (myspace, facebook, lj, etc) do you look at the page of someone whom you barley know and notice they have the oddest fucking combination of mutual friends in the world.  For example how does my cousin know come kid whos brother beat me up in minnesota which then prompted said kid to get me drunk?  or how does a more or ( Read more... )

Ive been not myself lately and I feel sooooo bad about it nobody could possibly understand. Im not typing this for anyone to know what Im talking about, more to just make myself feel good.  Im a great guy and I pride myself on my many qualities, but can making a few stupid mistakes completely tarnish my good reputation? Im telling myself no, ( Read more... )

I love learning new things, I'm not learning new things in school.  Fuck school.  I could become more worldly and have a better understanding of different cultures by people watching at the mall.  Our educational system is a joke.  Read a fucking book, watch a got-damn film, and interpret it for youself, not according to a ditto copy of a handout.

"Lets go break shit!"

finding a job is the hardest fucking thing in the world. I have 0 dollars, literally. fuckking gay.
Ive never been called for a second interview and not gotten a job until the last three second interviews ive attended, fucking economy.

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