Life has a funny way of turning things upside down and all around. Never in a million years did I think that I would have this great guy back in my life again. But, I feel as though these past 2 years since my mother's death, I have changed from who people once knew me as. I feel as though I am a stronger person, inside and out. I have a bigger ( Read more... )

I WROTE THIS JOURNAL MARCH 14, BUT NEVER FINISHED IT SO A LOT OF IT WILL SAY LAST NIGHT BUT IT'S FROM 2 WEEKS AGO.. I'LL PUT A LINE WHERE I HAVE UPDATED TONIGHT ( Read more... )

this weekend has so far been one of the best of my life. i truly and finally deserve this. this is the happiness i deserve and i don't ever want to lose it again.....

i'm happy with life right now.
though i'm single, i'm going to be okay.
i don't need a boy in my life to make me happy
though it is very nice :)
will be going out of town on weekends more to see friends in diff cities.
super stoked!!
i'm going to live my life happy and single :D
....at least for now.

jean paul and i broke up for good.
i don't want to talk about it.

i believe that there are some good people in the world. it's a lot harder to find them, but when you do find them, don't ever let them go. i'm not just talking about relationships, i'm talking friendships, work places, everything ( Read more... )

A lot of things have been urking me lately ( Read more... )

i don't know what is going to happen when i get back.

i pray to God you still love me.

I'm so confused right now. All we've been doing is fighting and arguing and I am just sick of it. I want things to go back to the way they were. I want to feel like you still love me like the very first day. I want it to be like the day we first started hanging out and I just kissed you because you were so drunk and you were so cute. Kissing at ( Read more... )

So since the last post, Jean Paul and I worked everything out which makes me happy inside. We did end up getting back together only to break up a week later, but we worked everything out and now i think it's going pretty swell :] i can't wait for christmas... :} wanna know why? because my boyfriend is either going to get me this:


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