It seems I like myself a lot better before I knew who I was though. I know myself too fucking well. If you ever try soul searching, give up before you go to deep and can't get out. It will make you fucking crazy. Believe me.

UPDATE! I totally forgot livejournal even existed. I doubt if anyone actually uses it anymore. So this is the low down. Today is my birthday! Today I am 21. Tomorrow I will be 21 and one day. Tom I am having a birtday party in which i plan to drink until i puke my guts up and then drink the guts and be ok again. I don't know if it will go according ( Read more... )

I kind of forgot about this thing. Life is weird. I know what I want but I don't know how to get it. It's one of the worse feelings i've ever had. I'm sure it seems to people like i just don't give a fuck and i'm just kinda drifting through life, and i kind of feel like that, too, sometimes... but i have plans. I just need to get the fuck out of ( Read more... )

update!
no more weedz.
my life is stupid.

wow. school's over. But i'm not overly excited about it. I'm sure it would have been more enjoyable for me if I would have been able to graduate on time. I would have at least had the option of doing it on stage and going to all that senior stuff. I don't know if I would have though, but I kind of feel like I'm missing out. That stuff never really ( Read more... )

My life is nuts right now. It actually kind of sucks... real bad. I can't go to school or work or do anything really, well i'm not suppose to, because of mono. God dammit. It sucks because I will get really really sick and then feel better for a few days and then get really sick again and they said this could last for months. SO i havent been to ( Read more... )

So this week has been the most emotional week i think i've ever had to endure. It's crazy ( Read more... )

mmmm life is soooo good. I'm happy. really, i am. I have the best friends I could ever ask for. I love them all so much ( Read more... )

mmmm life is soooo good. I'm happy. really, i am. I have the best friends I could ever ask for. I love them all so much ( Read more... )

well today was strange ( Read more... )