I love everything and everyone. but most of all i love my baby! i miss him like crazy and can't stand the thought of anything with out him! Oh, by the by... he proposed!!! on Christmas eve. in a very romantical kind of way! :)! it was great. and i got a pretty ring and he loves me. i dont care about the proposal. and i dont care about the ring ( ( Read more... )

Welp, my life continues to get more and more insane lately. . . Im not sure about life so much anymore. it just seems way to complicated. ya know? like everything seems to always fall apart at the same time.

so my friend in australia just emailed me to tell me that she is getting married in november and pregnant!!! how crazy is that! i sit here and think back to all the friends i have had that are now married or mothers/fathers and what not. it's kinda crazy cuz it just makes me think about how old i am getting. i mean, im not getting old. but im ( Read more... )

How to make a SHPOOHPER
Ingredients:

5 parts mercy

1 part self-sufficiency

3 parts beauty
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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first he makes me feel like crap for wanting him to come over a day early. then when i say nevermind about it he says he'll try his hardest, but i know if he does come a day early now ill feel like crap again. when i tell him this he just laughs it off and says he'll try and changes the subject. but he doesnt seem to care that it makes me feel ( Read more... )

i have been thoroughly uplifted recently with the thought of going to ren faire... and a long talk with my boy toy... welp i gotta go...

at least it feels like another pointless lifetime.... but its only been a few weeks. i'm so down in the dumps lately and i dunno why. i guess everything is just catching up with me. i really dont have anyone to talk to about all my stress. i mean, my boyfriend, but he is really far away. my sisters, but then all they do is start talking about their ( Read more... )

serious. fuck this place. whats worth it here? whats worth it anywhere? not like anyone is here to cheer me up right? constant flaking. maybe im wrong. maybe its normal to flake on ur friends. i didnt think so. especially not when u need ur friends the most. but considering that all my friends constantly flake... maybe its just normal. maybe they ( Read more... )

so i have decided that working with kids is stupid. im not meant to do it. after a couple years of my life wasted i have now decided this. i mean, why do something that doesnt make the kids happy? if i dont make the kids happy then what is the point of me even being there??? there isnt any. i give up. i'm going to go work with something inanimate ( Read more... )