inside and cant get out...

[shpoohper]

I am writing this information not knowing if I am writing it for myself or possibly to be published so that everyone will know they are not alone in this crappy system of growing from a teen girl to a young lady. You’re not alone. This book is how I always feel. My jumbled thoughts put on paper as best I can un-jumble them

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[anonymous]

Everything you said in that post is what i wish i could tell other people. but everyone just blows it off "oh you're fine". have you ever had a skinny friend? it's like when she comlains she is fat and you look her in the eye and ask "if you're fat what does that make me?" and she fervently denies your comment, "you're not fat!" when you could clearly pull a tape measure out and prove the mathematics that you are the larger of the two. I'm sorry you seem upset right now, but there are others. I know that you are smart enough to know that I DON'T know exactly how you feel, I'm not going to pretend that I do because we all walk through life without ever someone else really getting what's going on in our heads, but there are people who can relate, and in their own way, find comfort from knowing that they may be broken but they are walking with the maimed.

[shpoohper]

I'm amazed by your almost complete understanding of my life. I wrote this a long time ago. when i was really young, but looking back i realize it's all still true. I keep reading over what you have said in response and am almost in such awe that I am unable to respond. I would like to know who you are if you don't mind, because whoever you are I find you extremely interesting.... :) please write back and give me your email address and name! and if you have AIM... thanks.
sarah

[anonymous]

mully1310@aol.com

:)

[shpoohper]

it wont let me email you.... :(