so word. im just livin life yo. tryina get these HS parties i never went to outta my system. i hope they are out soon cuz they suck. in general im content. its good. i look forward to meeting new people and growing up a little more. but opportunities with nice girls pass me by left and right before i even realize they are opportunities. things like ( Read more... )

in the past 2 days i have been cooped up in my room working on this project that keeps getting all fucked up for at least 12 hours. do u have any idea how tempted i was to go out? i dont think ppl should stay in one place this much. it does things to you. my video seems quite short yet if i watch it twice its a half hour of my life gone. i could ( Read more... )

i think i get it. over the past few years i have learned to be more sure of myself and more confident which is great cuz i used to be a real pansy. now i am just beginning to realize that i need to apply that to soemthing important besides partying and shit. its a little annoying because of how hard it was to learn to be happier with myself and ( Read more... )

i just realized that i have to be way more on my own soon and in many ways i am way readier than i have been but i am not because i dont even know what the fuck i am passionate about. like if im on my own i think itd get old after a while if im not working towards something. its fucked up because i hate to take the things i am passionate about ( Read more... )

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im pretty much going away soon. shit maaaan. i should stop sitting around on that god aweful piece of garbage AIM all the time and hang out with people i care about and do fun things and not fuck up this mod and do that stupid capstone thing. there are a lot of people around here i care about that i wont be seeing next year and i think i should ( Read more... )

tomarrow im getting my hair cut at a fancy salon by a gay guy named franchesco. ohhhhhh man...

haha i just woke up at 7 pm

i have fallen into a daily routine this mod. school, skate, evening skills, sit at comp. i fucking hate routines. i really really do. it makes me all empty. i need excitement and shit. its the weekend tho soon, last one up north and weekends arnt routines they are all impulsive and fun. well, they most certainly shouldnt be routines that is. ahem ( Read more... )

after watching the ring 2 yesterday me and my buddy tyler agreed that the only movie we have ever seen that has truly scared us is event horizon. who has seen that movie? cus if u havnt u ought to. its pretty cool to be able to say, "yeah ive seen the scariest movie ever." i am telling u all to watch it cuz its just so fucked up and scary and i ( Read more... )