when a girl is in the middle of the room, with blood everywhere, what you say?
Silent Hill 4 Theme
== pulsating ambience ==
Name: Taynara, but call me Tay =)
Age: 17 years old
Gender: Female
The links to three unstamped applications you have voted on:
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/65862.html?thread=381254#t381254
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/65545.html?thread=380681#t380681
http://community.livejournal.com/shrating/67541.html?thread=381653#t381653
== into the depths of self discovery ==
As far as you know, describe what first impression people usually get from you. They normally seen to think I'm a very comunicative and positive person, some think I'm very dumb and ingenuous XD
Sooo... what were you up to yesterday? Yesterday I was very tired. I went to a party in Friday night, and I drunk a lot, so I got up Saturday with my head in pain D:
Is this one of your typical days or was there anything special about it? Well, I don't drink a lot everyday, so is really difficult that type of situation. My normal days are VERY normal days, I get up, go to school, have lunch, go to another school, have some food, study, study, study, and sleep. Very boring :(
Do you consider yourself fearless? Really not. I think no one is fearless.
Do others do so too? Sure.
Would you describe yourself as macabre? Macabre? No. Bizarre, yes.
Would other people agree? Probably...I don't think someone think in me like a macabre person XD
Are you outgoing? It depends. I LOVE to hang out with my friends and I'm very outgoing with them, but I'm very shy with strange people.
Do others see you like that as well? Probably.
Social situations or homicidal ghosts - what's scarier? HOMICIDAL GHOSTS! D: Okay, social situations can be very disturbing and scary, but we have to do these things to survive...but homicidal ghosts?! They are fucking more scary ;-;
And which one did you say you'd rather take - physical or mental pain? None 8D Okay, physical pain is easier to overcome than mental pain.
== traversing the portals of reality ==
If I called you on a typical Saturday evening, where would you be? Probably in home, since my boyfriend broke up with me I don't have nothing to do in the saturdays. Oh, the sad life :(
And if I called you on a typical Sunday morning, oh say 5 am, how would you react? In my current situation, I would be very happy. Normally I would say very bad things about you and your family, and sleep again XD
Hm. A young boy has apparently taken to standing outside your house/apartment building every day. Just what are you going to do about it? I would be very scared, bacause I watch many horror films and kids in these kind of situations are very macabre in films. I would probably ask if him want something and after this, call the police.
More hm. Looks like your phone, your TV and your computer don't work. You also can't seem to get anybody to hear you when you yell. Oh and did I mention that you can't actually leave your house/apartment? Now now, what's your reaction to that? I would be very very very bored and nervous, and try to study or read something to distract myself.
Oh hey, look! It's your six-year-old self! If we called them over to say hi, how would the meeting go? Well, I was very shy with strangers with this age. I would probably say hi and run away.
Let's see... we still have some crazy religious issues here, but this time apparently mommy's part of the mix. And since we've covered God and all that jazz, how's the relationship with your dear mother going? If you don't feel like talking about it, your favourite flower is of course of equal interest to us. Hmm, me and my mother never had a "gilmore girls" kind of relationship, but it is pretty good. She always try to make me happy and all...and I like roses, they're beautiful.
== resting comfortably ==
Oh noes! We're all out of guns! And uhm, the swords, knives and chainsaws are all dirty and unsanitary. So say, which item are you going to use to defend yourself instead? A cleaver would be veeery good! But a bat or a pipe will work too.
Dammit! Looks like your item didn't do it. You have just been killed and they're playing your funeral theme song. Care to share the lyrics or a link to that song?
To get my happiness I had done everything,
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.
I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.
Give me a reason why not to adapt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
The whole world was at a complete standstill,
and I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob.
The silent warning became louder every day.
Then I kept pretending not to hear.
Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
It had grown dark before I found a sign.
"Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
Except for me, all the world has gone mad.
So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me, oh please,
while I am interrupting myself.
Why, or why not - Katakiri Rekka
Now which Silent Hill 4 character do you consider yourself least like and why? Andrew DeSalvo for sure. What he made with the children in the orphanage, and he was a very gross character :P
Anything else you would like to add? Sorry for my gramatical mistakes :T