i was looking at like all the things i have written and wow one depressed girl right here but i realized y i dont write in this thing anymore because i dont need it i am happy yea theres bad times but i'm finally good and i owe that to my fiance nick without him whou knows where i would be

and now my smile is not a lie its a reflection of how happy you have made me and how lucky i am to have you

and when it happened i was smiling and i am still but tears are still urging to flow out of my eyes worrying about u and things u could do

i think im done with lj u might get the occasional updates but im done

hysterics

Lot of knots, lot of snags,
                                                      lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags. Lot of naggin' old hags,
                  lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
                                                               Oh it's such a drag, what a chore... oh your wounds are ( Read more... )

everything is happening so fast my moms getting married in like 2months i'm leaving for Florida in like 3 wow i get a chance to actually get away it may be only for 4 months but who knows maybe i wont come back but i know before everything happens i have to tie up so loose ends make amends with some bad relationships with friends and other people ( Read more... )

will i? will you? will we?

We were all invincible once

your going to have to deal with this sooner or later you cant hate me forever and pretending nothings worng isnt gonna work im not going along with the whole fake act honestly your wasting your energy fighting with me and im not wsting any of my time to defend something useless so when u want to talk this out hopefully i will still want to listen