I'm finally going to the doctor tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be referred to a Neurologist.

UPDATE:
Withdrew from Centura.
Writing is my passion.
Work is still my home.
Going to New York for a week on the 30th.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

UPDATE:
"Paula, you're like a locked door." -Anonymous.

I thought that I was actually starting to get over you, but I was wrong. It's odd how the smallest of things can cause such an explosion in myself and make me realize so much.

I've found a place to move into. I haven't completely decided if I'm going to quite yet.

My uncle and "aunt" are going to court for a custody case. I really hope that my uncle gets the kids. He's such an amazing father and is stronger than anybody I know. I look up to him a lot. My cousin Sara is going through so much and is being torn between a mother and a father. It kills me to see that happening. I know there is nothing I can do ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm being torn apart. I can't handle this anymore ( Read more... )

I need to learn to let go.

I think one of the hardest things to accept besides death is loving someone who doesn't love you back.

Fuck birthdays. I hate them so much. They always go wrong; something bad always has to happen. I just spent the first twenty minutes of my birthday crying. Ha. Fuck. People always leave, right?

UPDATE:Today was a very horrible day. Plans didn't go through, my mom and I got into a big fight, my car keys and my phone were taken from me. I wasn't ( Read more... )

I actually want to go back to school. It's the weirdest thing. As much as I don't like it, I don't like not going more. I can't go to TCC until January which completely sucks. I'm still waiting on FAFSA to get back to me, and it's been a month+ already. So, for future reference to everyone else, do FAFSA extra early. I know tuition isn't bad, but ( Read more... )