*snuck out of the house ( Read more... )

There is no hope for me and I have none. I have come to realize once again what an idiot I am. Thank god for music, because I don't know any other way that does justice to my emotions. Who am I to think that I might be worth something. I'm going to swim, and maybe everything in my head will not be so jumbled after.

Well this week as been so fun! I am not going to say that it wasn't, even though my current mood sucks. Band camp, though draining, was actually, dare I say it, FUN! It was so nice to be in a group of people who can play well and still have fun all the time. That is one thing I can say for band. They are random, funny, and have a great group spirit ( Read more... )

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Well folks, Kristina left today and I'm really sad. I went to see her at 6 30 this morning to give her her birthday present, along with the letters that I got from some of my MADD camp buds. She really appreciated those letters! I also gave her a picture album with a picture of us from my birthday in 2nd grade. It made us both laugh because we ( Read more... )

Well I spent this last week in Sun Valley with my friend Tanya for a music camp thing (we both play violin). The music was super super easy, even the muisc in the chamber group I was in was easy. So our days went from 9-2 mon.-fri. So since Tanya and I were super bored due to the fact that the music was so easy, we made the best of it! We didn't ( Read more... )

After reading some very thought provoking journal entries by someone (not naming names), I've come to question what love is. I have thought myself to be a hopeless romantic who thinks that there is someone out there for everyone and that there is nothing greater than true love. Is love just attraction? There are so many ways to interpret love. It ( Read more... )

Let's see let's see. What has happend in the past 9 days? I honestly can't really remember. I know that last week I did my summer school pe and drivers ed thing. Then on friday night I went to barns n noble for the midnight release of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!! Then I spent last weekend fighting with my brother over who's turn it was ( Read more... )

Little update on my life. Friday did the same ol pe and drivers ed. Got a 96 on my test in drivers ed and I had to parallel park which was an adventure. Yesterday I hung out at home and took a break from the whole pe thing and then my parents ended up coming home with a new car which was very surprising. Today I had to "observe traffic" for my ( Read more... )

Another day of pe that began around 6 45 when I got up and got dressed at left fof pe. We had to run 2 miles again through a neighborhood and we finished up our "track meet." Real lacross players would be embarrassed if they watched our pe class. We are so bad at it that the ball spends 1/2 the time on the ground and we're fighting over it. So ( Read more... )