Paradise wasn't lost
Frantic search parties
Bread and chalk lines
A world in depression.
I know you won't show no mercy.
Taking all that I held dear.
Your lips look like they were made
For something else but
They just suck my breath
I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're ( Read more... )

So I am having trouble sleeping,
I've been like this for a few days now
But tonight it is ridiculous
Too much on my mind.

The weekend so far has been quite entertaining
Heidi came over Friday
We talked until the sun rose
We found out we have alot in common
It was interesting

I also saw a really good movie.
It nearly made me less manly
but it was really really ( Read more... )

Listen to all the translations
Of the stories across the sky
We drew our own constellations
With our own reasons why
And I am sorry
But there aren't enough cigarettes
To put my troubled mind at ease
So please
Oh baby please
Don't tease
It may seem sad
Don't you worry
I'm just a little mad
I've hit my bottom
These walls aren't getting any taller
My hole is ( Read more... )

We sleep tonight
Pray for vampires
Make our keep right
Dreaming in our spires
Of a romance
In the moon
This is where it starts
Pray that it never ends

It's something that you'll only understand dreaming

It seems best to wait
At least until the mind drifts
Waking dreams alembic words
Catabolic cigarettes
Anabolic music
You know you won't understand
Without dreaming
Just look
Duality of a boy
Reality of a dream
And this is where it starts
Look into the moon again
The secret side of him that you always knew
It won't come as a surprise
It never does
Just like in the ( Read more... )

Is it at all funny that at times fate seems to conspire?
I once made the mistake of confusing destiny for fate
All of our lives led so blindly
Is it really a coincidence that our worlds should so happen to collide so randomly?
Oh how I should have known,
But so easily we become confused
When the truth we are shown
And there was no moon in that strange ( Read more... )

Here I am
Sitting here all night
thinking of how to start
thinking of what to write
Just trying to find a key
for my mechanical heart
And I find all your words
Just not what they seem
All this must be a dream
Just wipe my mind clean
tell me this is obscene
And it's all god given
A lie just written

Don't ask, I am just annoyed at a lot of things.
Actually not ( Read more... )

I think I might be going insane,
Either that or I can control the music with my mind
or it could be a simple coincidence
I want to say something yet I don't want people to see it
hrm
The past is an interesting thing.

I'm worried about someone
Urgh, I wish I had my phone

Well, I got back from camping a couple days ago
however I am still recovering
left over camping food should never exist
Kendra's lucky, she gets real food.

I actually liked the outdoors thing for once,
everyone kept complaining but I maintained
a good mood by threatening people with a machete
I also took alot of pictures with the assistance of the
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