Where to begin? It has been a very long time since my last entry was posted. I have graduated and started on my next degree. I have watched my brother grow from a small child into a teen. I have written music that I love. I have thought about and attempted to hurt myself both physically and emotionally. I have come to the conclusion on why I should ( Read more... )

The past month has been a very interesting one. Im still working my ass off in school, but there is positive outcomes form it. I'm learning just how complex the human mind can be. I Started to learn more about Manic Depression and PTSD in my class. This is helping me relate to those close to me and to myself. LC and I have been working on music ( Read more... )

It has been almost two months now since I last made an entry. So much has happened in this little space of time. First, I finally started getting help for my PTSD and Manic Depression ( which I have been diagnosed with stage 2). It feels good to finally feel like there is some type of hope, even if it is harder some days more than others. Second, ( Read more... )

It has been a little over a month since my last post. Things have changed since then. I recently started getting the treatment I needed from the VA and everything has started to make sense since then. I see to psychs right now because they are trying to figure out if i need medicine or something. One of the therapists actually had me breaking down ( Read more... )

So I know it has been a bit longer form the last post than I expected, but things kinda got screwed up there for a moment. School is getting ever more time consuming and my music is slowly coming along. I'm not going to lie, it is still hard to write music when some of the parts I write are a perfect fit for LC. I try to move around it though. ( Read more... )

Its been about a week or two since i last posted in this journal of mine. Like i said before i will post more to keep records for purposes of which not need be said. Had a horrible dream last night, my father was in it as well as the rest of my family and a couple other people. the other people were people who were very close to me at one point. ( Read more... )

IT has been almost six years since I have written an entry on this journal. It seems a little weird to be writing here again after everything is said and done. I have read the entries from the past and have seen how everything around has evolved and dissolved. Friendships have been made and broken. loves have been won and lost. Everything seems to ( Read more... )

so looks like i can write everything i want on here and it will never be seen...this is a good thing my own lil way to get what i feel off my chest i guess..haha bout 3 weeks ago i confessed to ......char...everything on a comment here on her old profile...wow im still the gutlees shit i was in high school...knowing she'll never read it...haha and ( Read more... )

so im back to writing on you oh livejournal of mine..no one probly reads these so this is goin to be my new ....."life story" channel...lets catch up since 2006...hmmm.. ok well yea i got married i joined the airforce i even got to go to the sandbox...now its 2008 im divorced still in the airforce...and idk...i play guitar...made a couple songs ( Read more... )