I think I need to write more. And i enjoy people reading my writing so please...comment ( Read more... )

Lying next to you in the crack of the mattress ( Read more... )

i miss people i shouldn't miss.
some i should though.

i sliced my thumb on a can of hot fudge the other day and i realized that i havent been physically hurt in such a long time...i didnt really even know how to deal with it. it is a good thing i havent been hurt physically because i probably wouldnt have been able to deal with it...when did i become so fragile? i remember when i used to purposely ( Read more... )

i don't understand how everything can make me feel bad ( Read more... )

i think i am fearful of things i have no control over ( Read more... )

and this finally let the dam break.. the poem "Scheherazade" by Richard Siken. Look it up.
Thanks Chris.

i hate being home. I find myself dependent on everyone for everything...i am twenty years old i shouldnt need to be this dependent. and it hurts me...it makes me feel younger. i need a car, i need a job, i need money...which i am trying to maintain all these things. and it's pressure...hannah it doesnt seem to me that you are trying hard enough to ( Read more... )

quite frankly i dont know how i keep doing it...everyday just keep going..and when i ask why and how...there is no answer to either...i just keep doing the work i just keep pushing everyday and thats what ive been doing for a long time.

i thought i was dying last night, seriously.