For Jonathan #3 ( Read more... )

i can't really say that i'm not looking forward to the next time we meet ( Read more... )

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i am in a place of individual comfort these days ( Read more... )

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lately ive been feeling like i have been carrying everyone else's emotions around and have been wearing them on my sleeve. i think i have a serious problem because whenever i go out into public or a big crowd of people i cant even talk to anyone for more than a second without looking away and softly humming "yep, uh huh" while they babble on. i ( Read more... )

the worst thing in the entire world...in one's entire life is unforgivable guilt. it makes the world go around though ...but by fear only...but i dont even think it is fear...guilt is worse than fear.

i am finding that i am not the one who can have a relationship and not become attached...i just can't do it...i can't make myself emotionally unavailable.

he doesn't love me. not even close. come back and tell me good night bitch...

i need more ( Read more... )

and all the worms are squiggling in my seat ( Read more... )