I am so sick of constantly having to defend myself against people who i consider friends. I should never have to tell you over and over again that you can trust me. I'm a good friend and if I feel you deserve it, i will stand up for you when a rumor about you is discussed. If you are my friend, you should just know that. It comes with the ( Read more... )

Never thought I would need to prove myself to "friends ( Read more... )

Personally, today does not feel like Christmas to me. I feel an extreme amount of gratitude and love towards the wonderful people i'm blessed with in life, but i don't think that has anything to do with Christmas. I don't know if it's because the holiday was sort of rushed this year (christmas music on the radio before thanksgiving) or that Rob ( Read more... )

Things have been so crazy lately. some days i'm so grateful and in love for everything, and think everything is going so well. the next i'm realizing how depressed i actually am and how things really aren't all that good. Having friends stop by and spend time over the house has really lifted my spirits. it's very validating to have people say ( Read more... )

i love how clair and cliff always remind me of how much i really do love rob. ahhh, so cute.

Rob found the bag of socks in our room. i would normally state how i can't believe that i was so worked up over something so petty, but i can't say that this time. i'm also always freaking out about my furniture getting dirty or shannon having food on her hands and touching things. yet, i can leave the dishes in the sink for days. i've hardly ( Read more... )

i've had sort of a rough week. well, no. more like a roller coaster week. the start was great! Benny's benefit went well. they raised something like 900 dollars for him! I went for about 45 minutes which wasn't so bad. i ran out of things to talk about anyway, which sucks. i think that is where my week started to get a little hard. i ( Read more... )

Chico fixed my oven. Turns out i had the wrong pilot lit. The oven we have is the kind that also has a heater included so i lit that pilot thinking it was the oven one. I'm thinking about turning off the heat and just using that because i have a feeling it will most likely heat up the whole apartment and that will also save us some money on the ( Read more... )

So I've yet to hear from Target. They said they have 60 days to contact me, but i figured that they would need holiday help, so they would have called me right away. maybe it's not meant to be. i don't know ( Read more... )

We are trying to put on a benefit for Benny so i posted the info on the boston punk board. i went to the board tonight and see that Fat Dave commented. i knew this couldn't be good because he takes pride in just being a down right asshole. and low and behold, he says, " isn't that what renter's insurance is for, in that case, not my problem ( Read more... )