since i don't actually use the internet for any actual research or anything practical, and my myspace profile is under going routine maitenance, i'm forced to yet again update in my live journal. look, i know i'm a loser, you don't even have to think it, because i'm well aware. but i mean, look where i live now. not to be snobby, but this place ( Read more... )

to find out what i'm having, if someone isn't so stubborn this time!

start making your bets.

so we had a "baby shower" last night. i put it in quotation because it was more like a giant party, and at some point in the night i opened some wonderful gifts from my friends and family. everyone drank a lot, except me, i didn't drink at all, and we had a huge fire and tents and all sorts of cool shit. after about 4 hours of asking people to ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i hate my bed. it's too hot in my room. i hate my tv, but i can't fall asleep with out it. i find that strange since i can't sleep with any lights on, but the flashes of the television some how make me tired. well, reguardless, it's not working tonight. i don't know, maybe i'm just anxious from the lack of sex in my life. oh ( Read more... )

this morning i realized, as i woke up and started my day, that i am an adult. i think this because even on a sunday, i wake up with things on my mind such as, "has the mail come yet?, do i need any groceries?, how much laundry do i need to do today?, what can i make for dinner so that my family doesn't eat only hot dog's, mayonaise, and processes ( Read more... )

i did this survey the other day. it was a lot of fun, a good waste of work time, and it filled my photobucket up with some interesting pics ( Read more... )

i suppose i should update. i'm sick of people drinking my juice that i strive really hard to obtain from the wic program. it's disrepectful and a slap in the face. i want more money so i can get rid of it all. i'm sick of seeing notes on the bitch board. i want my friends to stop fighting. i don't want brandon and kathy to wind up moving back ( Read more... )

we still don't know ( Read more... )

so since shannon graced our presence at the apartment (no, not my daughter, not till september. funny, she has the same name. and before you ask, it still might be a boy too. i don't know yet), i have been nothing but happy to make her aquantence. she's really sweet and i'm glad jd finally met a cool girl that doesn't talk loud and annoy me. ( Read more... )

as of today i've gotten to the point where i can't sit up while i'm sitting unless my legs are open (sorry for that slight overly detailed description). i officially feel pregnant. everyone that walks by my cubical must think i'm wicked lazy because i have to lean to the back of my chair all day. i almost feel like i'm maybe more than only 4 ( Read more... )