the past two weeks have been the best. i'm loving life & i'm loving summer. swim team is over, and i miss those people already. florida in 5.4.3.TWO weeks! :O this summer has gone by extremely fast but it's still been awesome..minus me not reaching my goal yet but thats ok b/c it can still happen! ;)

( i wish that i had jesse's girl )

ah. this weekend has been the best all summer.. almost. mom went to atlantic city for the weekend with this lady she works with, and well i really enjoy it when she's out of town. haha. dad doesnt really care too much what i do as long as im safe and i tell him.. or atleast thats how it seems; so much better than mom being on my back about every ( Read more... )

mmmm.. long time, no update i think?! im happier now. nothing has changed that i know of, i just am a lot happier. so yay for that and yay for me ( Read more... )

i started writing down my deepest secrets..in my mind & i've realized lately that i don't think i could ever really tell anyone every little thought. don't get me wrong, i love my friends.. especially the best of them all, my girls who have been there for me through everything, but right now i just don't feel as if i could tell anyone my "deepest ( Read more... )

i love you friends.

holy shit i'm going to hell. lately all ive been thinking about is how much i hate my mom & myself & how im mad that i love all of my friends SO much, but yet i dont feel like they do me. i hate being depressed like this for no reason at all.. like today, i'm just sitting there listening to music & cleaning my room and all of a sudden i burst into ( Read more... )

today was fun.. $17 in tips for 5 hours, not bad considering it was slow all day pretty much. jess's party was good fun, i'm going to miss her next year and i'm going to miss that whole family in the neighborhood, so many memories in that house! went out w/ tina tonight, good fun good fun. target was fun & i'm an idiot sometimes. (what's a throne ( Read more... )

( random questions )

Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your livejournal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your livejournal) have to say.

so it's been an extremely long time since i last updated and i must say i've missed it! my last entry was a pretty depressing one and when i read it i hate that i wrote stuff like that because now, well, now i'm happy.. i think. things are just starting to look up now & i'm excited about that ( Read more... )