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OMG!!!!!!
im so bored i need sum action!!!!! lol not that kind of action i mean halo like action. well i talked to noodle my longtime crush!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! well andrew is still on my mind i can't help but think that maybe me and him still might have a chance OMG!!!!! im still in shock because i have noodle's number and i call him and we talk!!!!!! this is my ( Read more... ) -
been dreaming............of really odd things
i had a dream that i was transformed into shuichi, and yuki was lying next to me. i was like AHHH!!!! then i ran to the bathroom and splashed water on my face . i glanecd at the mirror then i was like OMG!!!! i ran around in circles for like 5 mins then i jumped around for 5 more mins then i clled hiro and was like im an anime caracter!!!!! he was ( Read more... ) -
Andrew and his lies.........
okay aperently andrew told Jessica D. that i never mattered to him and that he always had a back-up girlfriend and that i was just another tessa and that he never loved me. DUH!!!!!!!! i kinda knew that!!!!!!!! i always knew he was a lying asshole but i got blinded by love(the most evilest thing on the planet!!!!) ewww i can't believe i kissed that ( Read more... ) -
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!
okay andrew and i are through.......but now im having second thoughts........ :( im so confused i don't know what to do. i whis i was really really in control of my feelings.........im in so much confusion right now it's not even funny........well l8r gotta go work on my story -
My big Fight!
I had a fight with justin. I told him about the things that people were sayin about Andrew and I and how it made me feel and stuff. Justin went crazy and he started say stuff like im always setting myself up to be hurt and that he was tired of picking up the pieces and cleaning up my mess. he said that i was so naive and that i needed to stop being ( Read more... ) -
Love is not like enything like anything especialy a fucking knife
Im sitting here wondering if i should call sumone....im so bored right now and i have nothing better to do. I might go to Yuki's place later. He's gonna do the jump shots... he he well the jump shots are when we take pictures of ourselfs jumping and do diffrent poses lol well then we put it into our scrap book. we keep the book so that if one of ( Read more... ) -
New Journal
Well yet again i have a new journal. well since xanga is mega gay right now i guess i'm going to write here for now. i feel really depressed because i miss my friends and cuz i can't be with justin right now. he is my best friend yet i feel like we're closer.... we've dated a few times but eachtime sum random person from our everyday lives comes in ( Read more... )
