i found someone who totally took my mind off all the bad and made my heart quit hurting... and then i pushed him away... i'm such an idiot
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so it had been like 3 months since i last posted.. not that anyone reads this.. umm money is tight, i'm still smoking a pack a day and mark and i finally set a date for our wedding! we are paying for it ourselves so we're planning now! i'm so excited. if you're lucky you'll get an invite!