so far march is stressful. i didn't do any work this weekend and now that it's sunday night i have to think about all the coming up shit i have to do. i'm going to appreciate going to las vegas. i hope. i'd hate to go on vacation and worry about shit ( Read more... )

the party last night went pretty well. there were some last minute glitches as far as people not being able to come, but we had an adequate amount of 40 oz., ordered pizza, watched party girl, and played games resulting in lol-ing. i went to bed around 3 and woke up around noon. sleeping has been a challenge for me lately in the sense that it ( Read more... )

so the snow/ice storm was pretty shitty. i'm hoping 90% of it melts this weekend. that would be sweet. i've got a lot of shit to get done today, including more job applications. i haven't gotten out of bed. i didn't sleep well and had really fucked up dreams. i guess i'll have to find time for a nap today as well ( Read more... )

by now anyone that isn't in it, has probably heard about the foot+ of snow that we have down my way and otherways. i finally got all of the snow off of the top of my car last night, it took like 45 minutes and all i had was a broom. today i actually have to find a shovel to finish digging my car out so i can go to the grocery store. this will ( Read more... )

my birthday is a month from today. not that it's exciting, just approaching. i'm supposed to go to indy today, but i was hoping it would be at least like 10 degrees, but it's still negative whatever and i don't really want to leave the apt. i didn't leave at all yesterday and didn't go to work either. i even ordered cookies and milk from baked ( Read more... )

new year's feels like it was much longer ago. i had a pretty good one. i left illinois on nye and spent the night in indy. i got back to bloomington on the 2nd and came back to work on the 5th. this week has been pretty rough. in general i've been tired, irritated, and felt little to no reason to live. i've been applying for jobs, which has ( Read more... )

today is the first day since sunday that i haven't been completely exhausted. i have managed to be less depressed ( Read more... )

it's december. it's sunday. i've pretty much spent the last however many days in the exact same way. occasionally working on my paper, watching tv, milling about the apt., drinking a couple glasses of baileys, and being in bed by 10 pm. the loneliness is epic ( Read more... )

so it's wednesday night and i'm baking up a storm (see title). i'm on my 4th? batch of cookies and am still not done. apparently if i've had a long day i don't really pay very good attention to recipes. they're not instructions, but guidelines, i suppose ( Read more... )

this week has been uneventful after monday. i got at&t u-verse installed yesterday. that was kind of nerve-wrecking and exciting. so far i'm pretty thrilled with it though. i've never had a dv-r so i'm breaking all new ground here and i'm a big fan ( Read more... )