Wow live journal. I decided to see if I still knew my account name and password and to my surprise I did. So here I am! Jeez my last post was Mar. 31st, 2006 and it was about my nervous break down (kinda scary) Well I can gladly say I'm alive and well. I did get help and I am back to normal! That was a really messed up time in my life. Depression ( Read more... )

I had my what seems like my 100th nervous break down 2 days ago. I'am very depressed and I have decided to seek medical help. My last nervous break down was very bad and made me and my loved ones very scared. I was at work and I was screaming I can't feel my hands. Earlier I had herd voices in my head that told me "my hands were gone." In my head I ( Read more... )

Why is it so damn cool to walk around with them white little headphones on? You dont see anyone walking around with huge headphones or a boom box to there ear. That would just be to strange and un-cool. Somtimes i just don't get all the new hype. Most of the time I think its a bunch of funny bull shit ( Read more... )

God! I miss my friends and my MOM! I have a fucking mustache for Christ' sake! Colleen and I made crap rangoon last night with pizza dough. I ate 2. It was sweet. She said that when I was sleeping I said the following: "They are all dead." and "Bruce Springsteen soup". It was sweet. She made up this word Beanbog, I think that she is an alien. It ( Read more... )

I hate work clothing... Watched GUMMO last night, Its one of my fav. flicks...I hope my beard grows alot tonight...bonk...made alot of valentine's day drawings for work, and then cooked some fried chicken...yep...

Happy new year to all my friends. It has been a tad bit of a long time since I have put anythang in live pukenal. Yeah so 2005 is over and it is now 2006... I don't really give a shit. Hey that rhymes...sweet. Anyways I have been sick for like the last 50 days (thats what it seems like) But yeah had a panic attack at work of X-mas eve. Lota bad ( Read more... )

Haha. I'm on Andy's account.
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This morning as I was driving to work I relized how much I'am in love with ColleenConrad and how I want to spend every moment I have with her. It is going to be a ONE YEAR in 2 months and it has flew by very very fast. We have never been in a fight and I'am sooooooo happy that we found eachother. Thats what on my mind right now and that is all ( Read more... )

I hate the weather...The weather makes people mad at me...I can't do anything about it, I just dont want to go in a ditch and be totally fucked cause I have no cell phone. I feel really bad. I hope you undestand.

I have been working in the deli for about 2 weeks, and it is nice. Work still sucks, and always will! But the deli has been just fine for me. I cut a pretty mean slice of turkey. The ladies that I work with ar all very kind women ( Read more... )