read this when you find it really difficult to stop having feelings for him ( Read more... )

I am so confused. We love each other but don't know what we should do about it. I do, however, know what will probably happen. And that is nothing. Who knows. It's scary not knowing.

Oh man is it 4:51 a.m? I can't sleep. Sean is staying for his second night, Josh is coming tomorrow, and Lauren just stayed with me. I love my friends ( Read more... )

When I'm sleeping, don't knock on my door all morning. If I want you to wake me up early, I'll tell you. Otherwise, my door is shut (and now locked) for a reason. Is that too much to ask ( Read more... )

I really can't believe Josh hasn't called me back. It's not like he should be afraid to call me, he knows I'm never mad at him. So, what's the deal? My feelings are really hurt. And still no phone ( Read more... )

So Halloween is this weekend and I, once again, have not the slightest clue what to be. Mother Nature sounded pretty cool, but that would be way too predictable from me. Bill Cosby or Lil Wayne would be money. But I'm not a black man. Shit. My FB status was a plea for help. Let's see if anyone comes up with anything for me, or I'm gonna be ( Read more... )

This morning was shitty. I woke up at 11, took a shower, and felt so weak that it was hard to squeeze the shampoo bottle. After that, I immediately passed out in my bed for a few more hours. I've been out doing things Days One-Five, but I dub Day Six as my much needed day of rest. I'm currently curled up on the couch in warm clothes, with a blankey ( Read more... )

Day Four... It's alright. I made the spiciest solution yet. Walked to the store and got limes, cause lemons are getting to be a little much. Steelers just beat Vikings, naturally. Went to Ikea this morning and got pretty orange curtains and some baby lights for the bookshelves by the fireplace. I'm really really cold. I should make some tea. Not ( Read more... )

So Nicolle, Leanne and I went on a "covert mission" two nights ago. We drove around in a few neighborhoods in the New Tampa area and stole some pumpkins! Leanne was in the front seat, and she made me switch with her because she was scared at first to confiscate someone's Halloween decorations from their doorstep. I spotted a pumpkin and Nicolle ( Read more... )

I DO NOT...
and I repeat...
DO NOT
recommend smoking on the cleanse.
I wanted a pb&j more than anything.
I love them and they taste good.
Don't worry pb&j, we'll be reunited one fine day.

Other than that, it made the lemonade seem ultra refreshing.
Can we stop calling it lemonade?
Can we call it spicy lemon water?
That's basically what it