today was the beginning of the end ( Read more... )

"its a terrible thing to be lonesome, especially in a room full of people. do you know what i mean?" - marilyn monroe ( Read more... )

the sun, with all those planets revolving around it and dependent on it, can still ripen a bunch of grapes as if it had nothing else in the universe to do.

-galileo

new livejournal...pudekcol

fuck i tried to respond to you but this computer blows
thank you for understanding my stuff....
i miss you

hmm so i went to dunkin donuts tonight with the other orphans and i got an iced coffee. and then we had to go to the mall which felt too white trash for words but i got over it. and now i have 'my boo' stuck in my head. punishment. yesterday it was four months. today i was in a four-hour study about self-harm and i made a hundred bucks. all i did ( Read more... )

oh god this day has been so much harder than i thought it would be and i feel like theres this big chunk missing from my life and i find it so pathetic that im fifteen and im supposed to be having fun but im stuck in this goddamn brick building and all i can do is read sweet valley high books and count the holes in the ceiling. (p.s. 3085 on my ( Read more... )

after much consideration, i have decided that my ugly plaid shirt that cost sixty cents has been one of the most supportive elements of my life these past few months. its oh so comfortable ( Read more... )

i got some bracelets that smell like pez. theyre glittery. everyone said bye bye bye and i felt empty. i sat on the curb and called an old friend; a truck driver whistled because he could see up my skirt. i went to beadworks and put my hands in a bucket of beads just like amelie does with those garbanzo beans or whatever they are. i pretended not ( Read more... )

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- e.e. cummings

this kid chris is playing 'thriller' and singing along at the top of his lungs. this is one of those moments when im like is this my life?