I really do.

I'm a terrible, horrible, very bad student.

Want proof?

I have a 10-12 page paper due tomorrow, that I have done next to nothing for.

I don't know why, but I simply do not want to write this paper. No motivation what-so-ever. I try to read material for it but I can't focus or concentrate har or long enough for it.

I suck.

At Future Shop. So happy!

I'm really beginning to think mom doesn't want me to drive. I ask to drive and there's always an excuse about why we can't go; "It's rush hour. You're not ready for that." "I might be going out soon." "It's time to get Heather, you won't be able to park outside the school ( Read more... )

I took a job with mom at RGIS inventory, which I really, really don't want to do. I blame it on a momentary lapse of insanity. And an inability to find a decent job. And lack of cashflow. I started to panic about not having a steady income and now I have a job I think I'll dislike as much as my previous one. Dammit all to hell!

I actually did it. I quit. Gave my two weeks notice today. My last day will be the 30th. I don't know if I should laugh and celebrate, or cry.

Ever wake up in a bad mood for no apparent reason, and everything just seems to make it worse, and you can't seem to shake it off, and all you want to do is tell everyone to eff off? That's how I've felt for the last couple of days.

I bought another book today. I have no idea why. I don't need another book, I have a couple dozen that still need to be read, not to mention the 6 or so books I've started but haven't finished. It's getting ridiculous. No more trips to Chapters for a while, and if we go, please people- talk me out of buying more books!

I have a plan.

The plan is the thus:
-Pick up driver's handbook (done)
-Write the written exam sometime next week
-Find a driving school and start lessons
-Pass road test
-Pay for school and then save up for a car

My goal for having my license is end of July, the car by fall.

This is my plan. It also includes getting a tattoo mid-July.

I am now on facebook. I found Tannis because I looked up GC grads, but, um, anyone else on there?

By the way, I got my marks today for school- I got an A- in Classical Mythology! Yay me!

I've been really bad in keeping up with old friends. That wasn't very nice of me.

Come home soon Tan!