So i'm not really bad at the moment. But for whatever reason I have this feeling to want to cry. I havent in a while (some of you may not know what a while would consist of these days but trust me it's been a while since I've allowed myself too). But ya im not exactly in a bad state of mind right now, I just kinda feel like crying. Weird I know ( Read more... )

Imagine knowing the answers to all your doubts.....Imagine making a huge change in your life and it wasn't even for the better... Imagine thinking you could never go back because you'd look or feel like a fool... Imagine regretting letting something go because you convinced yourself it was the right choice... Imagine being left alone and thinking ( Read more... )

I don’t know why I’m on here but I just felt like expressing myself I guess..... I did have my psychic reading last night but im not going to update on those thoughts yet. Anyway, im tired again, its kind of a vicious cycle I guess. I'm just tired of everything, tired of not keeping the things I love, tired of being sad, tired of looking for a job ( Read more... )

So tomorrow night my sister and I are having a psychic party. Basically a psychic comes to your house and you have some people over and you get read individually by the psychic for a discounted rate. I'm kind of excited to hear what she has to say but also very scared. A lot has changed in my life lately and unfortunitely for me not for the ( Read more... )

It’s pretty interesting the way life unfolds. The way things change and the reasons they do. Its always shocking when the things you thought you knew turn out completely different. It’s always shocking when I’m actually right about certain things. I like to think I know stuff before it happens and I could put the pieces of a puzzle together ( Read more... )

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Just writing a short remembrance to the events of 9/11 4years ago already. It's amazing how fast time has went since then and yet it feels like less then a year ago. If only it could have all healed as quickly as it went by. Anyway thoughts and prayers(if religious) to all those who suffered because of that days events. And of course to the men and ( Read more... )

And the era that is Boredom continues on. Ah i cant take it anymore ha. I guess the nights of mon-thurs are just going to be boring ( Read more... )

So im really incredibly bored and its annoying. Plus i've been really lazy with updating this damn thing lately. But part of that is because the last few times i've updated i've had no comments at all. Its really boring when no one comments and i lose motivation ha. I know its dumb and weird but im weird so it makes sense. I dont expect people to ( Read more... )