Life in the great up North. . . so life has been moving along as life does, I've been to Boston like four times in the past two months and still have never seen it. It's kind of weird how now Boston is like the way the drive to Orlando used to be. Quick and easy. I can't wait till I have the time to actually go see it. I got a job and am not so ( Read more... )

I miss the poetry, the music, the people and the friends. I miss those days where I knew there was so much else to be learned. I miss having time, having insignificant worries. Now I spend my free time differently, and I probably should watch a lot less t.v. Life is different now and I share a room. But I still wake up each morning with a smile on ( Read more... )

even with music playing i can still here the tick tocking of the kitchen clock. In this house I can here every creek crack of the wood the floor when you walk upon it. You are breathing and I know you dont want me to hear it but i do. You want to go home and I want you to stay. I want people to listen to what my voice won't say... typing alone I ( Read more... )

standing in the snow the first time you saw it... our arms embracing each other.. a moment that was captured on camera. The picture I cherish forever. But now you lay awake asleep with out me next to you. I just wrote a whole paragraph but it was deleted because i had a correction to make. Whatever, I dont know where to begin again. I am listening ( Read more... )

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So long since I've written it seems so foreign.. And this key board sucks, its like a mini or something I dont see what was wrong with the last one that pops replaced for what seems to be no reason except to irritate me. Melissa Ferrick playing in the backround of a nice evening... The snow has mostly melted today. Which kind of upsets me, cause I ( Read more... )

Oh-no I think I'm getting sick. I don't like being sick. My throat started hurting yesterday and this morning its still there. How am I supposed to function in a high pace society when my body is slowing down? I'm not sick, just keep telling myself that, its mind over matter, right? Anyway it has been a year and day almost since the last time I ( Read more... )

It's a nice surprise, this morning in the hour of nine the radio has been playing really good songs. It's keeping me near the radio and away from the work in the other room... and for the past thirty minutes I remember what music sounds like. I miss those nights in Boca, sitting in my room low lighting just listening to music either writing or ( Read more... )

So I had a very productive weekend I must say. Me, Gina, and Jaime sat home and watched almost the whole first season of The OC. It is actually better than I would have expected. But we did lay out on Saturday for a little. Yeah I felt very productive, watching t.v. and eating... good stuff.. I suppose it's ok though, to sometimes just do nothing ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here, at work, having no desire to begin the tasks at hand. Starring searching for something inside me, searching for the words a word. It just seems to be blank. Or is it so full that its coming up as being blank. Discontentment fills the air, total fullfillment fills my heart. I'm in love and I'm happy and my life is beautiful. And I' ( Read more... )