So I've been thinking, and I need new music, or the return of old favorites. But I dont have any and I'm am so sick of the radio I could scream. I made some mix cds from the music my sister already had downloaded and I have already played them out. And that limewire thing never fucking works when I try to use it. :sigh: But whatever it is not the ( Read more... )

Good nights sleep, good morning beautiful. Where have you been I havent seen you in ages. I missed that tone deaf singing of yours I haven't heard in a long time. The dreaming mind spitting out ideals about the world, life. The calm but chaotic presence you have. The mystery you hold within yourself. Where have you been when will you return?

Where have I been. I haven't really written in a while it almost seems as though I have forgotten how. Like where do you begin to speak when so much time has passed. Today, I decided that I'm not going to start fall classes until sept. 14th instead of aug. 22. I need some time to relax and get somethings in order. This does however mean my classes ( Read more... )

:big sigh: So this reading class that I am taking sucks. First off the teacher is a joke and in my opinion doesn't know how to teach or assign work. She tells us to read all this stuff and then what do we do in class read the same things we read for homework. Waste of time. and I'm stressed out because I have 15 lab hours to do in a weeks time. ( Read more... )

Incomplete thoughts on a non-stop moving train to California. Not enough paper, my pencil has broken for the last time. I'm running out of room to write things down running out of time to get it done. There is a deadline around every corner around every bend. The bridge travels over the ground that is positioned to hold water which flows south. I ( Read more... )

Diaries of a Tortured Soul Who Found Redemption

Its just strange, I want to say crazy but I don't know if that quite fits; how memories of the past can just enter ones mind whenever they so choose. Like in the car at eight in the morning on the way to work completely uninvited, they just come in and swarm the mind; with memories that for a long time had seemed to be forgotten. Places I forgot ( Read more... )

Life is perfect if you only look for its perfection. Like a person is never perfect cause we're all made with flaws, but you can find a perfect person if you can fall in love with all their flaws. So in essence the person themselves is not what is perfect it is your love for them and if your lucky it's their love for you in return. So its the two ( Read more... )

Im tired ( Read more... )

I finally watched the movie hostage lastnight. It's been at my house for like two weeks and I have wanted to see it since it was in the theater but never had the time. I thought it was a really good movie. When my dad told me it was just alright the other day I thought that I was going to be disappointed, however it was very good. It had a lot of ( Read more... )