school work gina school work gina school work gina school work gina school work gina eating too much not working out school work gina school work gina ( Read more... )

I am anticipating this evening, as I sit here smoking too much at work. I have a date tonight, and it's a little strange that I'm excited about it, I don't know why its strange, just is. Maybe cause I have never really gone on "dates". I'm bringing Gina to the melting pot (how classy). And I'm dressing up haha The only thing that sucks is that I ( Read more... )

Geez, I havent wrote on this thing in a long time. Not that it matters much. I suppose I have been busy, I had a paper due and a few photo projects due and it gets life rather busy. Or maybe I just havent had the ability to articulate my life at the moment. But that is done and today is the last day of my english class yay! The teacher told me ( Read more... )

my heart is beside me ( Read more... )

It must have been sometime around five this morning, I was in the mist of a dead sleep when I was awoke by the softest sweetest kiss. Waking up to feel her lips against mine was the most pleasant surprise. I can't stop thinking about that kiss. Then we both drifted back to sleep, that was the perfect end to a night and the perfect beginning of a

Life is happening right now, right in front of our eyes. People are changing, evolving or moving backwards, all the same its still happening. Truth is told, lies are made, people are hiding, having revelations. It's all here and now. For some its for the better, for some its for the worse, and for some its even both ( Read more... )

the last day ( Read more... )

I am having one of those moments, where I don't want to talk to anybody or do anything. I just want to be alone with myself, my thoughts, my words, search for some clarity within myself. Find the words to describe how I'm feeling, what's going on with me. But it sucks because I haven't the time. I am at work, with many tasks to do, and a list of ( Read more... )

think think think think think think think ( Read more... )

Yesterday, was one of those days where I felt like I was existing outside of myself. Where I was going through the motions of things but not really being aware of doing them, or actually being aware of what was going on around me. I was defiantly in my own little zone yesterday. Like, what was not in front of my face I was completely oblivious to ( Read more... )