Yellow lights submerge my vision as I enter the only tunnel in town. On a way to make a great statement I am. Or actually to meet a girl. The skyline holds colors of sunset, but wait I can't see that high. Twelve minutes I said, though I did not calculate the train. I feel an obscure happiness come about me. The day was beautiful, the sun shinning ( Read more... )

My thoughts weigh heavy on contradiction. Flowing racing taunting my soul. The passion that was left behind has now been reborn. Eternal rays of darkness and light blind my eyes. Life has once again been discovered within the layers of my mind, in the possibility of choices. Directions I face, at the crossroads. At the crossroads of indecision. The ( Read more... )

The beautiful ocean ( Read more... )

So I haven't been writing much, basically because there was nothing to say. Life was a day coming and a day going, not much in between. I knew it wouldnt last forever, and of course like most things that changed. And, I had a feeling that going out with Ms. DeLuca this weekend would give me something to say, even if it was just about some ( Read more... )

The radio sounds my alarm next to the bed, purposely placed out of arms reach. Again its happening, I can't wake up I'm late. But still leaving too soon. Just a little longer I want for myself. None of the outfits seem to fit for today. Not as if today was any special day. Forceing breakfast down I'm still not awake. The somewhat superficial ( Read more... )

gennie in a bottle, life in a bottle, forced into a confined space upon someone elses command. Fear not of the making of these lies, fear only what the lies make of you. Unseen for all these years, hiding every single tear.

a dream with a fence, a cat ,and a girl. a jumbled message in a fleeting mind.

I feel so strange right now. Physically I mean. I wonder if its all the caffeine I drank, or the amount of cigarettes I've smoked. Or perhaps, it maybe the fact that I have eaten less food this week than I usually do, and my body is not used to it. Today I barely ate at all. Not that I'm starving myself, just that I dont have food at home and no ( Read more... )

life is a picture through my eyes and my mind ( Read more... )

Almost the end of a work day. I seem to have gotten a lot accomplished inculding most of my 6th step. yay! Now I'm taking a break smoking which may not be the best idea since I'm getting ready to do some intense cardio. Life is pretty good right now, today was a good day. I have to go take in my H & I meeting today which wasnt planned since its not ( Read more... )