Deleting my journal..

Hey guys, I guess I need this journal more than I realize. Ha.. It's my one scoure of communication where most people don't judge. Anyway, I think I should really explain some things and calm some of Steph's nerves..

Steph, I'm really sorry for making you feel as though I don't want to hang out with you. I do. My "depression" (that my parents think ( Read more... )

Just wanted to post some parts of the convo between Josh and I.. I'm a loser like that ( Read more... )

So, It seems a year or more ago I started writing in this thing, to simply escape people. And as more and more people discover LJ or other online journal sites. I feel kind of like I should go back to using my personal journal. I will still probably post in this, just not that much.

Well, I just got in from my date. It was actually one of the best times I had in a long time. Surprisingly, it wasn't very ackward either. It might have gone better if Warren hadn't come along, but it was kind of nice to have the support there if I needed it ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd write a bit because I'm quite bored. Other than talking to Steph and Josh today, not much has happened. I'm just sitting here talking to Steph trying to cheer her up since Eric is being a big Homo. Haha (no offense Steph). And I'm waiting for Warren and Josh to call once they decide what time we're going out. I'm actually feeling ( Read more... )

Well, I guess it's about time I kind of clear some things up. Since I probably made Steph feel really bad today, I'll try and fix things..

See, My mom is being all weird about with whom and where I hang out again. I guess after the messes I often find myself in because I am such a trusting person, I deserve that. But, yeah she was kind of worried ( Read more... )

Well, I have the next 4 days off from work so that's pretty cool. I thought I'd finally get to hang out with Steph, but my mom is being all weird and doesn't want me down there. She's going through her whole not trusting me stage again. Fuck! I hate rhis. Looks like I'll be sitting around the house for the next 4 days. Since, apparantly, I'm not ( Read more... )

Omg, I feel like total crap. Why is it that I can never go through with plans I make with people? Why? Oh yeah, because I have the worst luck in the world. I got home from work and Mom and I got in a fight about how I have nothing ready for college yet,and college doesn't start until Aug 30th! But anyway, I had this massive headache and told my mom ( Read more... )

So, I just got in from work. Work sucked tonight. It so so slow and I have no idea why we stood open so long, probably just because we have to. But whatever, I was going to call Steph and see about making plans for later today, but I don't feel like calling at 12:30 am, so maybe I'll just write an email or hope she reads this ( Read more... )