Well, were do i start? ...I havent done this in a while, but i suppose i will try it once again. Life has changed so much recently that its hard to understand. I am living in this false reality were my mother is... nice. DONT GET ME WRONG she's a nice person, but she's been weird nice, the way you talk to your mom right before you ask for something ( Read more... )

Here i am again. Life has been full of unreturned phone calls and letters. I'm counting down the days till school will start and I will have fun again ( Read more... )

well im grounded today for no real good reason, but at least i can still see a movie with cris tomorrow. i need you guys to come everyone call me and we will see a movie tomorrow.

Its been a long time, and I must say life seems so much better now. Things are coming together in a way i could never say to its fullest extent. I miss all of you and hope to see you soon. maybe we can do something over the summer ( Read more... )

I Always thought these were stupid but... here i go. Tell me what you think of me. Good or bad it doesn't matter. Post anonymously. Please be honest.

I have a question for you. Do you ever miss it? Do you ever miss being 5? Do you ever miss knowing you will never die? Being put up on your dads shoulders? Do you ever miss it? Cause I do. I miss the way I laughed with my family, the way I cried with them, When school didnt matter. I miss the child like innocence that came with being small. I ( Read more... )

Tyler asked me if i hated him the other day... I just stood there and didnt answer. The truth is i dont but the fact that he hates me is so clear i just didn't say anything. I dont know whats up with him. His girlfriend is always crying, she is always sad ( Read more... )

I don't really have much to say. I've been avoiding my own saying. I would say it expecting others to accept it, without excepting it myself. People change. I must except it whether its in a good way or a bad one.

Today is my birthday and i'm very excited cause we are going to hollywood to see a play...musical thing. The only gifts I've gotten so far are a bit strange...but whatever. Not much has happened today. Yesterday was the last day of Annie. How sad. I preformed, then ate then went to bed and dreamed about my mom and Chris smoking together while she ( Read more... )

This is the most random thing, but it confuses me so much i'm going to write about it. I ditched with chris and devin one day and my parents found out. They basically said that Devin is bad and I corrupted chris's mind and made him go with us. She said that was the first time he had ever ditched. though I know it isn't for he has ditched with me ( Read more... )