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I never stick to this shit man
I wish I wasn't such a basket case.... I want to be alone but sub consciously I don't. I know that I put out this energy that is constantly negative. But i just want some positively in my life. I can't shake this shit from my head.. Everytime I am starting to have a good day or a clear head something random n horrible has to poke it's head up ( Read more... ) -
I'm gunna start this up again!!
Not sure if people of course, once again don't use this but it used to help me alot so may user of again. Probley better this way... Seeing I can be more open with it than dumb ass Facebook Twitter etc. I shall start this when I wake up with a large look back at 2013 just get it down n going...
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today was meh
first day off from work n taking my meds...I wasn't feeling good this weekend. I worked A LOT so I could get a good nice paycheck. but while taking the limctal is going to take some time, the adderall on the other hand is awesome. im feeling better n not draggy..I wanna do things. its kinda nice to have such better focus.
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yesterday was day one
I restarted my meds....I have a med dr n a talk therapist....I'm trying hard this time..for ethans sake. I'm worring about me...n makeing ME happy. that's what wallie (my theripst said) I have mood stabilizers (limictal) an add meds ( adderall) so far focus has been pretty ok at work..I wish I had anxiety med....even a PRN xanax just in case.I ( Read more... ) -
anyone out there!!!!
no one uses this web site anymore I think. too bad, it was fun. A lot of cool people I met through this and kept in touch with, some of them whom I haven't spoken too in years, but think about all the time, like almost on a daily basis. -
blah..choices...blah..take steps to better my life.
Im in an old school mood as of late, Bands like Beloved, and Brand New..it reminds me of what i had back in MA.. ahhh ive been listening to The Early November a lot as well..i know my bestest friend hates them..haha. i still wicked wanna see Emery perform sooo badly. im sad because i cant get the time off of work :( its sad. ahh circa survive ( Read more... ) -
my head..
my head it hurts.
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ahh so yea, i guess this is it....
ive made a choice and i hope its a good one. ive decided that i need to go back to MA..its something ive wanted to do for a while now...but i thought things with my boyfriend were going good, and i bascially got a wake up call, and i feel so totally used and run throught the cleaners...its fucked up. ive never felt like this before. ive hate ( Read more... ) -
::yawn:: i hate feelin werid.
soo im chillin right now...listening to TI.haha. werd. im such a thug sometimes. haha now DR.Acula is on..im soo random so werid!!!
how do i say this, my mind is a tangled mess of thoughts.i just wanna sit alone and do nothing im not even sure why, i have ideas as to why. its soo funny because people at work are complenting me on how much my ( Read more... ) -
sittin, chillin, thinkin,wonderin, anndd so on....
annnnd yea, went to MA, was pretty neat. had a pretty good time. saw alot of people i hadnt seen like FOREVER, didnt get a chance to see alot of people i wanted to see, but there is always next time. i tried to see people i hadnt seen in YEARS but i just didnt get a chance to see everyone.. i didnt think that i week wouldnt be enough. my friends ( Read more... )