This week was especially hard emotionally in philosophy class.  My instructor asked us for a homework assignment to prepare for discussion the most powerful moment in our lives that affected us good and bad.  The moment I chose was when I left home to come help my aunt and uncle.  This story is a long and complicated one I will try to keep it short ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you were falling behind as a result of too much stress and aggravation?  Like for some reason you just can't get yourself motivated?  I have felt like that ever since school started again for some reason.  As soon as school started it seemed like shit exploded in my life...my aunt thought her cancer was coming back, and we ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you are dating someone the other person always seems to clam up tighter than an oyster shell shortly after you get together and then tells you its not your fault?  I don't understand what happened to decent communication.  I am not saying tell me everything, I am saying that if something is bothering you and it starts to have ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt lost or afraid of nothing and everything all the time for no good reason?  Well maybe I have a reason but I don't know what that reason is yet.  I still haven't figured it out.  I feel edgy all the time, it doesn't help that my female body is doing its female thing, but could hormones really explain everything?  I was supposed to ( Read more... )

How do you know when you're falling in love? especially if its a long distance relationship?  I mean lately I have been crabby....not sure if it's pms or not, but...I have been seeing this guy since the beginning of July roughly and I like him.  A lot.  There's so much to tell about him, to the point where when my dad took us (me himself and my ( Read more... )

Ever think you could do something in less time than it normally takes say for example cook food eat it in less than an hour?  Well I failed...i had everything cooking too high and it all burned within fifteen minutes leaving an undesired effect in my mind and mouth.  I gave up instantly because i only have an hour before school....so now I am not ( Read more... )

Did you ever feel like a random color? Say like terra cotta or blue or teal green?  Today i feel purple, a color I have loved since I discovered colors.  There's something about purple; the numerous shades of purple that are all considered purple.  I love all colors, all colors are art, or artistic, but purple is my main woman. There's so many ( Read more... )

Ever wake up completely disoriented and confused not knowing where you are?  I slept so soundly for once in my life that that's what happened to me.  I had plans to sleep out tonight and I thought everything was set for it, except for the fact that its supposed to rain tonight and there's a good chance it will.  It's been cloudy and miserable all ( Read more... )

Well I am back in school and already the teachers are giving me grief, so I missed so on Monday of this week just to take a for the hell of it day off.  Actually this turns out to work in my favor because I now know that I have next monday off due to a major holiday.  So next monday i have no work and no school again.  It'll be so sweet; I am going ( Read more... )

Being responsible kind of blows; I am not used to doing it and i honestly don't know what made me start doing it now.  I mean I have lived this way for three years and I guess I am getting kind of sick of it.  So now I clean, and then eat then sleep for a bit because I am getting really blah about it.  I have worked for almost six hours in two days ( Read more... )