I am very embarrassed about what I have to say. It's true I have been cheating on you... I have been using myspace to express my inner feelings and write mindless comments on other's pictures. sniff. I promise I'll never do it again. Can you ever forgive me? I didn't think so.

Ok so it's been a long time since I have spoken to you oh journal of mine. I've been cheating on you with REAL PEOPLE! Sorry no offense to those who talk to computers. Life has been really awesome! I love being here at APU. I don't think I have ever enjoyed school this much. I am going to try to get straight A's this semester. I just have to ( Read more... )

Do you ever just have those days were nothing feels right? You just can't get comfortable anywhere you go. Anything you do does not quench this need inside that you can't determine what it is. I had one of those days today. I don't know what it is but I usually get it about 2 -4 days out of a month. I miss being able to hang out with my close ( Read more... )

Things are going AWESOME! I got accepted to APU! Elisabeth is the MAN! ha ha I am about to take up an awesome opportunity (I'll tell when I have it for sure), and life is just generally good. I couldn't be any happier. I am so glad to be at the spot I am right now. This part of life is so cool. Every oppurtinity is being made available. I ( Read more... )

So I'm still waiting to hear back from APU! Those punks! Just let me know now. Give it to me straight. I can take it. Oh well. Life is good! I have a staff meeting tonight. Wahoo. that's all I have for now.

Last night was fun. I made an awesome dinner for Elisabeth. Steak, au gratin potatoes, and artichoke. Then Tim came over and we jammed for a while. It's all about the Zankou Chicken song aka "What is?" Tim and I have had some good times just jamming and singing about nothing and everything. Then we watched Ferris Beuller's day off. If you ( Read more... )

Yeah so things are going really well with Elisabeth! I like her a lot! (in dumb and dumber voice). I'm really excited to continue building my relationship with her and with God at the same time. I know it may sound really cheesy or superficial but I've never felt this way about any girl. This is a totally new experience for me and it's an ( Read more... )

Well, the episcipal girl turned out to be pretty cool. Now she has me saying words like "stoked ". Things are just going really well and we work well together. As you all know I am usually more reserved and calm but she has this energy and way about her that intrigues me to be more outgoing and more confident as well. I want everyone to be able ( Read more... )

Update: I am applying to Azusa Pacific University. I will be studying psychology with the hope that I can become a counselor of some sort. Wether that is in an office or with students in school or at church I am really looking forward to starting. One of the best ways you can help someone is to allow them to move past things in their past that ( Read more... )

Well it's almost my birthday and I have no idea what I want to do. I need some ideas here. Otherwise I'll be sitting at home wondering why I don't have a girlfriend and I'll probably cry myself to sleep. So give me some IDEAS! Thanks!