I don't know of any title that's worthy of this entry. Mostly because I'm just so weary of the surrounding issues. It's not as though I don't love my mother because I do. I love all my family they are ever so precious to me because they are the only one I have. But things have not been so good around here lately. It's almost been a return to ( Read more... )

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Who know or care I've been rather sick lately and no one has been able to figure out what is wrong and I've been on one round of meds after another and nothing has gotten any better. After another check up I have fluid in my lungs. YAY so I'm going back in to see how secvere it is and what can be done to treat it. So at least I know whats wrong

Oooh and one more thing. I tired to call you gary and lisa but I got this message saying that you weren't accepting phone calls or something of that nature.? I guess I'll try you later then. MUAH

Welcome to seasonal depressionland. There's pleanty of room for more. I hate this time of year. I really do and I'm not sure what it is about it but I know I've always felt this way at this time. I do remember a time in the fall where' 'd run around and jump into leaf piles with childish enthusiasm, but those days are long past. And so are our ( Read more... )

More like I'm too lazy to think of one but thats besides the point. I was going to have a nice entry but frankly nice isn't in my vocab. anymore at the moment. Why?/ I'm tired and bitchy. I'm sick and cramping ( you know female things) which doesn't help my disposition any and i'm massivly short on sleep and at the moment because of my job. And ( Read more... )

It's not that I don't love you all. Because I do. It's more like my work schedule has been the work schedule of doom lately and my parents have been online almost constantly. My dad has some new toy thing for geocaching and he's been online playing with it. It's a little pocket PC thing so he can dwnload the cash pages to that so he doesn't ( Read more... )

No, I'm not dead yet. Not all the way at least. I've just been working a lot and playing around on RO and Gaia ( Read more... )

School year that is and I've done admirably well if I may say so myself. Lots of 3.5' s and 4.0's. NOt that bad eh? Not bad at all. So the stress of exams and all that goodness is over and I have some more time to myself, though just a little. Already I've not even, or just barely been home one day and I've done a ton. Well for starters I was ( Read more... )

Why can't I stop crying I don't understand? Why do I feel like the lowest piece of crap that ever walked the earth? WHy do I have to be on my god damn period... wait.. well that explains a lot..