So you wanna play games like this. I suggest you grow up. I'm DONE playing this little who controls who game. I pray that one day you realize how much you screwed up Aryn and Connor. It's hard for me to watch them go through this. It's YOUR fault, not mine. Stop trying to find a way out of this. I'm not your scapegoat. You caused it not me. I'm ( Read more... )

These entries are from when I was with my dad a few weekends ago and when I was in the recieving home. I put them in here for my own sick pleasure. If you want to know how I was feeling or maybe get a better grasp of what I was going through then read them but if not then don't. I want to thank all my friends, my REAL family who would do anything ( Read more... )

Rough days made for strong people. I am slowly thinking I don't count as one of them.

I spent five hours in the hospital due to my sister. I am afraid to lose my mind and my bliss in the next few days. God save me.

Hey kids. I love everyone of my friends more then god could ever know. Here is the 101 on my life right now if you care to know ( Read more... )

So I'm sure all of you know by now that Colleen, right now, is in a receiving home ( Read more... )

I never made it at trying to be a slut, or a hooker.

I love having talks with my boyfriend about my appreciation for certain "things". I'm to fucking awesome.

My mom apologized for EVERYTHING. Our relationship will hopefully become tons better.

I talk alot of shit but have enough information to back it up. If you ( Read more... )

I want to sit and cry. I have been a total bitch all day long. I can't seem to get happy. I don't want to be happy. I want to sleep all day and not go out at all this weekend. I don't want people to talk to me, I don't want to here about how hard life is for them. I want to be vain and unsocial.

But then I don't. It's never been so hard to ( Read more... )

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I woke up not wanting to do anything at all. Just wanting to lay in bed and finish my two days of lazziness. I can honestly say the only reason I got up was because Haley told me she would bring me some pills. Naprisen at that. It's not like codine where after you come down from the high you ache, naprisen was my best friend for a while, along with ( Read more... )

Go to hell with your pretty face.

This applies to anyone who does have a pretty face.

Is it wrong for me to feel uncomfortable in my own home? Today I was sitting on the couch watching T.V and for some reason I just felt utterly uncomfortable sitting there with everyone in the house knowing about it. I then proceeded to walk into my kitchen to ( Read more... )