So I am having a "bad day ( Read more... )

It all happened so fast. The one I loved hurt me. I can't seem to get any of these problems fixed. I wanna curl up an cry. Why? Why alll the shit? Haven't I been through enough. It will never end. My pain and struggle to live is wearing me thin. THe edge is coming and I just wanted to say that I love you all. Heather you are always in my heart and ( Read more... )

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so bitches, life is shitty. i still have like no friends and this god damn shift button doesn't work. i really need to find a room to rent and all i have come across is weridos. any help would be fucking great. i'm visiting the 27th through the 6th, to anyone who cares anymore. and after that i will hopefully be moving back for good and not having ( Read more... )

In every loss you can always find a victory.

My Birthday is tomorrow bithes...... Who loves me?

Sometimes I sit and think about what I would have done if you weren't in my life. I tried to invision myself going through it all alone and I couldn't. I can't see you not being with me all the time or being able to hang out with you whenever I want. I have to say that I'm still in shock. Even though a month has passed I still can't believe this ( Read more... )

This is to all my friends who stuck by me when I was at my worst. To the friends who watched my mom beat me up emotionally and physically. This is to the friends that cheered me on, hekd my hand, and constantly told me they loved me. I will never fucking forget that. I will never leave you guys either. I swear I will be back. Take care of each ( Read more... )

This is the last one I will let you read and then your done. I know you still do, trying slyly to find something incriminating on me. Alas you won't, because I do nothing incriminating. I pitty you and your two faced lifestyle with a man you love more then your children. Is "love" worth losing everything over? I guess that since your so caught up ( Read more... )

I have begun to live my life. I am begining to find the person I am without having to worry about what other people are going to think about it. I am finally going to be selfish and I like that idea. I'm FINALLY going to be Colleen.