Well..... i recently started school.... and i really just dont feel like doing it anymore..... The only good thing is that i get to leave everyday at 11:10 for co-op... it rocks.....

I hate every damn gap commercial... fuck em

God damn, how'd you get so fucking hott?

" We sent out the SOS call
It was a quater past four
In the morning
When the storm ( Read more... )

I'm so tired.. and i have about a half hour until i have to drive 45 minutes to faire to work all damn day.... ahhhhh.... I want to cut off my skin and bleed to im not tired anymore...

We'll start off this entry good.... well, i got a car... i got a 2000 pontiac grand am.... and i love it... and i also got a great hair cut........ well. thats as good as it gets

I need to remember to save money and not spend it... I have a 200 dollar monthly car payment and i owe 60 dollars a month to my mom.... i mean, that might not seem like ( Read more... )

Tonight has been a night of catching up with old friends... Even though lives have changed, it still is fun to remember how it was...

Why is every guy i see so fucking hott... mmmm, but yet... im too shy to talk to any of them.... life is sad...

Im trying to get over the funk that i was in last night... i really cant understand or even begin to ( Read more... )

All day, all i've said over and over was "good day, can i help thee" and "regular or diet" and "here you are love" and my favorite "no sir, we no longer carry deep fried vegetables, but i'm still here"... i'm tired, annoyed, stressed, and pissed....

I have this huge pimple on my head that is litterly the size of a pigs nipple, and i never ever get ( Read more... )

I saw napoleon dynamite tonight and it had to be the funniest fucking movie i have ever seen.... 'i was practicing my dance moves'

I really wish it was this weekend already... I miss faire already.... i want someone to marry me.. now... just some random person to come up to me and be like 'i love u... i want to marry u'... i mean, it probably would ( Read more... )

I wish that one day i could look back at my life and say that i really liked myself and what i was doing, but i dont think that will ever happen....

I always seem to meet all these amazing people, and then seem to never become anything more than a friend... Just at one point in my life, i would like to be loved....

But atleast im happy that we ( Read more... )

I really just dont know what to think.... Why is it that i can never seem to find love, just pain? Not even pain, because i never let it get that far....

I really just wish i could be swept off my feet by someone amazing... I never again want to be the person who approaches someone... I want people to come after me....

please love me.... I think i ( Read more... )

Today at faire was great... there was a lot of love, a lot of flirting ( Read more... )

I am far to nervous to stand it.. Tomorrow starts my first day at Faire with the new people....
I always seem to get so scared when it comes to change.... I just wish things were different...