"i couldnt tell you why she felt that way, she felt it everyday. and i couldnt help her, i just watched her make the same mistakes again.  whats wrong, whats wrong now? too many, too many problems. don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. she wants to go home, but nobody's home. theres where she lies, broken inside. no place to go, no place ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Since Feb 20th, to be exact :) but for those who can't see that entry, maybe you should sign in under your name and check your friends page ( Read more... )

i'm sorry.

i hate this so much.
im not doing well at all.
and im going downhill fast.
another 18 months to deal with being alone.
and i cant take it.

screw you all. if you think because i say this is grad school so deal with it i mean that you should put school before your personal life, then you really need to get your priorities straight. before social life, yes. before drinking, yes. but NOT before your family and significant others. oh wait, thats right, you see yours every night, even if ( Read more... )

again the flipping type A's at the school drive me off the wall. lets have the test monday. fine whatever. then someone came up with the brillant idea of moving it to tuesday (and im really not being sarcastic) TUESDAY!! thats brillant! after grand rounds, so we can all actually have lives this Superbowl weekend instead of studying!! then i ( Read more... )

well im done throwing tantrums at least for now ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow how you just don't belong,

and no one understands you?

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

that no one hears you screaming.

No, you don't know what it's like.

When nothing feels alright.

You don't know ( Read more... )

2 Thoughts of My Day

#1) beans beans are good for your heart...(be happy you arent here)
and #2) health care ethics with a priest is very, very BAD!!! at least there aren't any whining OTs like there were with good old Ron...the OT class, Lauren,and the devish 4 in the back...lol. good times.

and #3) I love you and miss you!!!

No really! I actually had a good time tonight in Atown - or Bethlehem, but either way I was in PA ( Read more... )