well i havent made an entry in forever and honestly theres not a whole lot thats new. lets see........deo starts school in 9 days which now that i actually think about it its alot sooner than i realized. i got a baby hamster that i loved to no end who within 2 weeks died of organ failure. i cried for like 2 days straight, and i think i may cry ( Read more... )

well once again i'v pissed her off. (im starting to think this entire journal is just going to be filled with me pissing her off entries) i didnt mean to piss her off.....i just asked her a question. and where i can understand her being upset i dont understand why she always has to be rageing angry. shes never just a little angry or upset, shes ( Read more... )

it feels like i cant do anything right. it seems like every other day im pissing her off or we're fighting about something i did or didnt do. i think i may just be relationship retarded. i do things that i think are ok or not a big deal and i end up pissing her off and then she'll explain it to me in a way that i would'v never thought about it and ( Read more... )

i know i just made an entry but as i was browsing threw live journals looking at peoples pictures and such i realized just how much i miss my friends some more that others, we used to hang out in groups of like 20+ at the square every day, them more and more there were less people less hanging out until finally ( Read more... )

i cant tell if things are getting better or if im just pushing things to the back of my mind?! we talked about the sabertooth and shes let me know that despite the fact that them spending time together is really upsetting to me shes not going to stop hanging out with her because im being irrational, and i got over the emylee thing after some time. ( Read more... )

i dont know why she keeps pulling this bullshit?! we've had several conversations about it and she knows how much it bothers me yet she continues to do it. she must think im such a push over......i get upset and she tells me shes sorry a hundred times, every things fine for a little while then shes right back at it. i dont know if she thinks i'll ( Read more... )

my friend brad is dealing with some major bullshit from this little skank kysha who you may know as enterthewomb. she spent alot of time leading him on and using him as a support, and he was always there for her did everything he could for her and she in return stopped talking to him when she found some guy to date, accused him of saying things he ( Read more... )

i seem to have some major trust issues, i cant figure out if people arent trustworthy or if im just paranoid?! i would love to be able to trust but it seems like any time i let my guard down i get screwed. i wonder if anyone truly 100% trusts anyone 100% of the time? doubtful!