I know there aren't any words to make things better or make it hurt less. But, just know that if you need a friend to be there with or without conversation, all you have to do is call me. I'm there for you.
Hey Scott, I went to see Nico today to get a hair cut, and I asked him about Paul, wanting to know if I could get his number because last time he had told me he had cancer but I wasn't ready to speak to him yet. He told me that Paul was no longer with us. I hadn't known, no one had called to let me know. I know our pains aren't the same, but he was the first love of my life which is different from being lifelong friends. I just wanted you to know that I share your grief, and hope that with time, this will lessen for both of us, and that Paul is in a place where he feels no pain, and no sadness. I don't have ur number anymore, but here's my email : munki_bum@hotmail.com if you could please contact me, I would appreciate it. Nico didn't know many of the details, and I don't even know if I want to hear them. I guess, I'm just so heartbroken as well, I dont know...I just hope he knew that I had long since forgiven him...I hope you are ok.
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Huge hugs to you Scott.
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