my man is such a sweetie. i absolutly heart him. today was a bad day....to say the least. my temp was spiking every 20mins and i was sweating soooo much while i was freezing. i was in such pain and i felt nausiated and couldnt stand up straight. it was terrible... but my baby called me and made me laugh and asked if i needed anything, like ice ( Read more... )

Take that look from off your face
'Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
she knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
but don't look back in anger I heard you say

At least not today

my phone is BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! noooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! it not only has ever number i will ever need...it has pictures up the wahoo and texts i hold dear from my beautiful boyfriend! i dropped in water when i was checking a text i got from my moon which was a gorgeous firey sunset. :( i am sooooo bummed. like nobodies business. i have stuff on ( Read more... )

last night andrew and i went and got a movie at blockbuster. james franco has made his official directorial debut. teeeheeeheee. i cant wait for tristan and isolde to come out on vid-i-o ( Read more... )

friday nikki cut my hair all off. its gone. and for the first time [by myself, cuz andrew makes me feel like the most beautiful person in existance] i feel pretty. i just absolutly love it. and i knew he would too. i showed him pictures of my short hair a couple years ago and he just went krazi over how i looked and said he couldnt wait for me to ( Read more... )

what a PERFECT day ( Read more... )

i NEVER want to cry to the love of my life over you again

he should never see those tears.
he should never have to search for the right thing to say.

he deserves so much more

'my daughter is a being unto herself. she is her own person. she doesnt depend on anyone else to serve her happiness. she looks for the light in everything. she knows right from wrong. she knows how she deserves to be treated and she demands it'

- my mom

my pop pop is in the hospital with chest pain

i got tricked today. sposta be a party i went to with my mom about valentines things, but it turns out the hostess' were wedding planners, and my mom and i were the only ones there. so tonight my mom, andy and i are going to talk it over whether or not we will hire them ( Read more... )