and i've become the screamer of a thousand melodies
but no amount of crying is gonna bring me to my knees

brand new is beautifully depressing.


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i can't believe i finally broke into my livejournal. feels good to be back.

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i keep waking up terrified
sweating

it takes me several minutes to calm down

to remind myself
its not reallly happening
[im not a child again]

im still weird

but i am doing better

andrew is keeping me sane

[& smiling]

so its been a loong time.

but im back

so stop worrying

This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me
I promise to depart
Just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me
I promise you my heart
Just promise to sing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

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tuesday i went to work with andrew in san ramone. i hadnt slept all night so i just took a little nap in my car while he worked for a few hours. we were waiting for matt and dina to get home from the hospital with their baby girl who was only 3days old, so we killed some time. we bought kites and ran around with them in a park. mine was a ladybug [ ( Read more... )

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