Today was good...I thought it was going to be bad...but then I realized I don't give a shit...and all is good. I love my life just the way it is right now...and I couldn't ask for more.

so I got thinking about the past...and it's quite amazing how everyone that I thought I used to know...I realized that I don't know them anymore at all. I've basically completely quit hanging out with anyone that I knew when I first came here. People who used to seem like they cared so much about love and being there for you...and just being a ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder why I even bother...the majority of the time I feel like no one give a fuck about me...but maybe I'm just making that up...I don't even know why I bother posting here...but I've realized that I'm gonna live my life for myself...no one else...I'm done pleasing everyone else...I can't stand doing it anymore. I'm still gonna be ( Read more... )

Tonight we drink to youth ( Read more... )

I've never felt so numb in my life...Lithium here I come..sleeping all day..."resting" up...more like going insane...I can't wait to be back in Auburn this weekend...hopefully

feeling sleepy...slightly alone...but for right now I'm ok with it. I need more in life though...sure I have a great fiance...and I'm very glad for that...but most of the time I feel like my friends don't even like me...I wish we'd hang out more...I'd bail on hanging out with Andrew for them...I see him all the time...and honestly I need some ( Read more... )

you are SHIT out of luck.

It never changes...I'm really not sure what to do about it anymore. How do you forget about the past? How do you let it not haunt you anymore? How can you love one person so much and think you're going to marry them or something fantastic with them...then just a few months later feel similar with someone else? Is that ok? Does it mean you didn ( Read more... )

i'm tired of your up and down shit...just stop it

sometimes when everything seems at ( Read more... )