I cashed in all my chips tonight,
combed my hair to look just right.
'cause I've been thinkin 'bout you and me, boy.
& we've got somethin going on.
You told me you can't wait to see me, and you didn't bother to even show up.

This whole situation's incredibly typical - 
I shoulda seen it all along, I shoulda seen it all along.
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I'm tired of all of this bullshit, telling me to be positive
How am I susposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive?

The next two months are going to go by sooo slow.

As much as I'm terrified of this, I've never been more excited.
We get to start over. 

"As much as I feel sad, I think that not knowing is what really bothers me."

Try to be everything that you want me to be.
I say yes, I'll undress, I'll do more for less.
Now I'll change everything until it's perfect again.

"We're friends when you're on your knees"

I wish i was just happy with who I am.
but I'm not.
I don't think I'll ever be.

I act like shit don’t phase me, inside it drives me crazy. 
My insecurities could eat me alive.

I always fuck things up.   
It's always my fault.

i'm just at peace with everything right now.  i love life.

it was so hot in my room that i couldn't fall asleep last night
when i finally so, some of my drunk friends called me at 3 am and wanted to talk for hours.
when we finally got off the phone, i couldn't go back to sleep.

i gotta be at work for 7:45 am.

i'm so tired.

I think it's better this way.
This is good in a bad way.

Feeling so easy, make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
Break it like it's even, when you're leaving and
Thin, where the hell have you been?

I'll make it perfect again.