i've discovered that i'm a disgusting, fat slob. my mind must have tricked me into believing that i'm the same weight i was almost 2 years ago.

what to do, what to do.

russell and i couldn't find paul today. if anyone has ever been in my tiny apartment, then you'd realize how impossible that is. yet - paul was missing. i started thinking like a crazy lady - oh he must have been taken! did someone come through one of the windows? did we lock the front door? why is stupid michele still here ( Read more... )

so yes.
it looked like a lifeguard's stand in the ocean - too far away to be one.
slowly but surely it moved its way into view and drove right up on the shore, beeping its odd sounding bullhorn and perplexing the beach's surrounding summer occupants.

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red

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im an insano-saurus!

friday night was composed of eating chinese food (steamed tofu and vegetable) and going out with bill around bay ridge brooklyn till 4am - i was drunk, rained on, tired and elated ( Read more... )

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suckahhhhhhhhhhh

three years with russell. what a relief it is to find complete comfort within someone else. even through arguments i know i will always have someone to come home to at the end of the day.

then:


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i want a new tattoo. i have some ideas, but i want an idea to "hit" me like the ferdinand the bull photo due to its connection to elliott smith and the fact that the tale is endearing.

ewy. i can smell russell cooking something downstairs
:{ jesus it stinkys...